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My friends hug me because my eyes are welling with tears and I don't even know it...
Do you know what it feels like to lose your best friend?
I miss you, I hate you, I love you, want you, I need you, I loathe you. I hate people seeing me as being weak because of you. (And I know they do.)
It feels like my best friend died, but there was never a funeral to attend. Nowhere to let out the pain, nowher to drain the poison.
Goodbye. I'll love you always. But this really is goodbye.
Do you know what it feels like to lose your best friend?
I miss you, I hate you, I love you, want you, I need you, I loathe you. I hate people seeing me as being weak because of you. (And I know they do.)
It feels like my best friend died, but there was never a funeral to attend. Nowhere to let out the pain, nowher to drain the poison.
Goodbye. I'll love you always. But this really is goodbye.